Posts tagged ‘thoughts’
PROOOT PROOT PROOOT.
Masyado nang malapit ang pasko. Namili na nga ako ng mga regalo eh. Lahat na ata ng tao nakikinabang sa christmas sale kahit na yung mga hindi naman nag-cecelebrate ng pasko. LOL. Teka.. Alam ko na anong bumabagabag sa isipan mo.. Anong konek ng content ng blog ko sa title..
Taga-Davao kasi ako. Sikat ang Davao ng dahil sa DDS at MILF, pero mga chong.. walang barilan dito sa Davao, maliban na lang siguro sa mga trying hard na CRIPS at BLOODS “kuno” na nagpapatayan sa autoshop compound. Sikat rin ang Davao kapag pasko, dahil dito sa Davao, bawal ang paputok.. kaya.. UTOT na lang ang ginagamit para mag-ingay. Hehe. Di ah. Biro lang. Pero, seryoso, bawal paputok dito. Kung bakit? Tanong niyo kay Mayor Duterte. 🙂
Kidding aside, wala naman akong violent reaction sa NO FIREWORKS policy dito sa Davao. Okay rin naman kasi para naman di mabawasan yung mga daliri ng mga ka-Dabawenyo ko. Isa pa, iwas disgrasya na rin. Mas mahal magpa-ospital kesa bumili ng sandamakmak na fireworks. 🙂
Ay, siya nga pala. Merry Christmas sa inyo! 🙂 Nood na lang ako fireworks display sa tv.
I guess I can finally say goodbye to First Semester and say “hi” to Second Semester.
I got my grades awhile ago, and those grades aren’t enough for bragging. I’m not a straight-A student, though my parents want me to be one, but my brain just can’t carry the load, or I simply am just a slowpoke and a slothy person. But, I still can say that I am happy with my grades eventhough I wasn’t qualified to be Dean’s Lister.
So, atleast now, my feelings are a lot more better than a few weeks ago and I’m not anxious anymore. I won’t worry if I’ll be an irregular student because I failed a subject. Because I passed all my subjects and I will still be a regular student like! yeah! *rak’en’roll*
This simply means, I’m off to second semester, and God knows where I’ll be standing. Goodluck sakin! 😀
Or am I just kidding myself?
I’m in a crisis. See, I don’t even know if I’m sure with the path that I’m currently taking, and for me, SHIFTING will never be one of my options. I don’t know. I mean, sayang ang time, ang effort, and money. Hindi naman ako pumasok ng nursing just because of the fad. Noon pa naman gusto ko na ‘to, pero parang nag-sisink in sakin ngayon na mukhang mas matimbang ata yung mga language and communication courses na gusto ko sanang kunin. Gusto ko naman talagang mag-masscom pero sabi nga naman nila, mahirap maghanap ng trabaho. So, okay, cancel na lang yung choice na yun.
Minsan, iniisip ko nga eh kung ano ang buhay ko ngayon kung masscom yung kursong kinuha ko. Mas magiging masaya ba ako? Mas mag-eenjoy ba ako? O papangarapin ko rin na sana nag-nursing na lang ako?
Di ko naman kinakahiyang aminin na nahihirapan na ako sa kurso ko. Kung sabagay, ano nga ba naman ang kursong madali? Lahat naman ata ng kurso eh pinaghihirapan upang makuha mo ang diploma. Pero, teka, balik nga muna sa kwento, mukhang off topic na ako. Pero, yun na nga, ang hirap ng lessons ko. Sa totoo lang, nosebleed na nosebleed na ako siguro nga wala na akong ilong eh, nadala na sa daloy at malakas ng agos ng dugo tuwing may quiz kami o exam.
Di ko naman talaga iniisip ang mag-shift. Ayoko kasi maging irreg na studyante. Marami kasi akong kilala na irreg na talagang hirap sa mga sched nila. Ngee. Goodluck na lang. Ang hirap ata ng taong nursing ang course tapos irreg. Isa pa, sinumulan ko na ‘to, kaya dapat tapusin ko na lang. Magtitiis na lang ako. Matututunan ko naman siguro itong mahalin pagdating ng panahon. (huwaw. ang keso.)
Pero, bumabagabag rin sa isip ko kung kelan ko ma-rerealize na para talaga ako sa kursong ito. Kung ano man ang na-realize ko, o kung meron man akong na-realize, eh sa susunod na kabanata na lang.. 😀
“pero mahirap mag-move on…”
Ito ang sabi ng friend ko. Well, who ever said moving on and letting go was a piece of cake? Well, not unless you didn’t take your ex seriously. Diba? I’ve seen and witnessed a couple of heartbreaks these past few weeks and some of my friends come to me for advice like as if I was someone experienced, but yet, let’s just say i went through this THE HARD WAY and learned a lot and charged it all to experience.
And so i said that LETTING GO and MOVING ON is really not easy. Letting go of something important to us is definetely difficult. Maybe because we got used to it or it came to us as a need. But thing is, letting go and moving on is our choice. If our heart and our mind isn’t really ready to do it, then it will never happen. So if we want to move on and not be bitter with the past, we have to condition ourselves that we better break it free and start a new and refreshing life. You’d forever be bitter if you want to and you could always be happy if you try to.
Well, this might be very very familiar…
Uncanny Prophesy: What will happen to the world and to the Philippines at 2008
Mr. Juseleeno Nobulega DaRoose is Brazilian, born in 1960, 47 years old now, his occupation is a teacher, he is a normal citizen, having a very poor life with his wife and kids. All the events which Mr. Juselleno predicted had clear indication of the year, month date of the disasters, incase any third party wants to confirm the facticity of his prophesy, Mr. Juselleno always put the story which he predicted to the notarization office or post office for the approval.
Somebody asked him, how old did he start the prophesy dream, he answered: 9 years old, from 1969, he dreamed 3 events a day, sometimes 9 events, the times he dreamed is different every day. He said all the prophesy dreams were automatically in his dream. When Mr. Juseleeno was 19 years old, he met the famous Brazilian prophesy Saint Mr. Franciscoshabiz , after that the worldwide disaster events were increased in his prophesy dream. Mr. Franciscoshabiz was two times the candidate for the Nobel Prize, he is a very famous differential functional person, at the same time he is also the Charitarian. The events which Mr. Juseleeno predicted are already more than 80000, firstly let’s look at below a few big worldwide events and huge disaster from his prophesy.
July 18, 2008 – Philippines will get 8.1 earthquake, thousands of people will die.
PLS. LET US BE ALERT AND MARK THIS DATE JULY 18, 2008, FRIDAY. LET’S BE PREPARED,
LET US ALL PRAY THAT THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN TO US.
IF POSSIBLE: PLS. DON’T GO TO WORK ESPECIALLY THOSE WITH OFFICE LOCATED IN HIGH PLACES, BUILDINGS, CONDOS AND MALLS.
NOTHING TO LOSE IN THIS KIND OF REMINDER. MAYBE, THIS IS GOD’S WAY TO SAVE YOU, YOUR FAMILY , YOUR FRIENDS AND YOUR OFFICEMATES OR LESSEN CASUALTIES.
LET’S ALL PRAY AND MARK THIS DATE.
PLS. FORWARD TO ALL YOUR CONTACT LIST TO WARN YOUR RELATIVES, FRIENDS AND YOUR LOVED ONES AND ALL PEOPLE LIVING IN THE PHILIPPINES .
AGAIN: REMEMBER JULY 18, 2008 V HAVE AN ALARM ON THIS DATE.
Yeah right. I guess every pinoy knows this issue. Nung una kong nabasa at nabalitaan ito, the only reaction that I did was to roll my eyes. I’m like… OKAY. Parang kagaya lang ito ng dati. Sabi nila, END OF THE WORLD NA SA 2000, END OF THE WORLD NA SA 06/06/06 or 07/07/07.. blah. blah. blah. Lumipas na lang yung mga dates na yun, pero bat buhay parin tayo hanggang ngayon? Ang pathetic naman ng mga chain messages na yan. Sige.. Ipagpalagay na lang natin na talagang lumindol nga sa Pilipinas kahapon. Siguro lumindol, but not literally. And here’s why:
Kasi nag-price hike ang gasolina.
Tumaas na ang minumum fare.
Mahal na ang mga bilihin dahil sa bagyong Helen.
- Yumanig ang bank account ng mga korupt na politicians sa sobrang daming perang nakurakot.
There are times na kuripot ako, but I was never kuripot when it comes to food. Kasi for me, food is everything and it is the root of my happiness. *Oink* And, I also love buying stuff like shoes or slippers, sometimes, di ko na masyado iniisip if a certain thing is expensive, basta I should have it, pero kadalasan naman, umiiral ang pagiging bargain hunter ko. So here are the two stuff that made me happy for this week. .
1. Nestle Pops
I’ve always been a happy kid. I wasn’t spoiled, but I get the stuff I want by doing something good in return. When I was younger, home, friends and school were the problems on my list. Home, because I always wanted my parents to be happy. Friends, because through them, I feel that I belong. Home, because it was a place safety, a place of happiness. When I was a kid, I always do my best in school to get an honor card. Because that honor card is my ticket to buying the stuff that I’ve been eyeing on.