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Actually, I know only a few people would have the will to ask this, well, maybe optimistic people would, but 98% of the world would probably just say “MONDAY SUCKS!” and 97% would probably respond with, “I KNOW, RIGHT?”.
But really, what do we really love about Mondays?
I know all of us can’t deny the fact that even though Monday seems like the worst day ever, we experienced this “I CAN’T WAIT FOR MONDAY” syndrome, well, either your birthday, a someone special’s birthday, payday, anniversary, monthsary was on a monday, you’d probably experience that. Well, for me, as a student, the most favorite thing that happens on a Monday is that I get to receive my weekly allowance on that day. *evil grin*
Though, we can’t deny the fact that Monday is indeed a tiring day since we still haven’t moved on with the fact that we sleep endlessly during the weekends, lucky you if you get to fully sleep on a Saturday and also grab the chance to snooze-till-you-get-dizzy on a Sunday. We don’t really have any choice but to accept that after Sunday, it’s Monday. You’d probably also hate Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday if they were the days after Sunday, right?
Well, Just a simple thought. 😉
Ever since the day I stepped in to college life, I never got the chance to be absent, well, maybe I was just this good student who really makes an effort to be present on a daily basis. Though, yesterday, I had a fever so I really have to cut my classes, but I wasn’t worrying about anything yesterday because my afternoon classes only consists of minor subjects, atleast I was able to attend my major subject in the morning. But today, I decided to cut my classes for the whole day. 😦
I sooooo have a lot of worries in my mind. Just like how on earth am I going to secure an excuse slip, there’s a return demo tomorrow on Catheterization and I missed two quizzes already.
PROOOT PROOT PROOOT.
Masyado nang malapit ang pasko. Namili na nga ako ng mga regalo eh. Lahat na ata ng tao nakikinabang sa christmas sale kahit na yung mga hindi naman nag-cecelebrate ng pasko. LOL. Teka.. Alam ko na anong bumabagabag sa isipan mo.. Anong konek ng content ng blog ko sa title..
Taga-Davao kasi ako. Sikat ang Davao ng dahil sa DDS at MILF, pero mga chong.. walang barilan dito sa Davao, maliban na lang siguro sa mga trying hard na CRIPS at BLOODS “kuno” na nagpapatayan sa autoshop compound. Sikat rin ang Davao kapag pasko, dahil dito sa Davao, bawal ang paputok.. kaya.. UTOT na lang ang ginagamit para mag-ingay. Hehe. Di ah. Biro lang. Pero, seryoso, bawal paputok dito. Kung bakit? Tanong niyo kay Mayor Duterte. 🙂
Kidding aside, wala naman akong violent reaction sa NO FIREWORKS policy dito sa Davao. Okay rin naman kasi para naman di mabawasan yung mga daliri ng mga ka-Dabawenyo ko. Isa pa, iwas disgrasya na rin. Mas mahal magpa-ospital kesa bumili ng sandamakmak na fireworks. 🙂
Ay, siya nga pala. Merry Christmas sa inyo! 🙂 Nood na lang ako fireworks display sa tv.
Seriously, the words that were in bold are the only ones that I want to blog. It’s a pretty ambiguous word but I know people would be able to figure out why. I seriously want to give up this very minute. I don’t know if I want to blame myself for still trying to continue the course that I currently have. My grades are not failing, but my heart is. Truth is, I only perform the return demonstrations for the sake of getting a grade, not for the love or curiosity of it.
Next week, it’ll be our return demonstration in BEDMAKING. I swear we have bedmaking. I don’t get it why nurses have to learn how to change the beddings and stuff, when it’supposed to be the housekeeping department’s job. Right? The return demonstration will already start on Monday, and I haven’t studied for even a single procedure.
I just don’t know if GOODLUCK could do me any good.
I guess I can finally say goodbye to First Semester and say “hi” to Second Semester.
I got my grades awhile ago, and those grades aren’t enough for bragging. I’m not a straight-A student, though my parents want me to be one, but my brain just can’t carry the load, or I simply am just a slowpoke and a slothy person. But, I still can say that I am happy with my grades eventhough I wasn’t qualified to be Dean’s Lister.
So, atleast now, my feelings are a lot more better than a few weeks ago and I’m not anxious anymore. I won’t worry if I’ll be an irregular student because I failed a subject. Because I passed all my subjects and I will still be a regular student like! yeah! *rak’en’roll*
This simply means, I’m off to second semester, and God knows where I’ll be standing. Goodluck sakin! 😀
Or am I just kidding myself?
I’m in a crisis. See, I don’t even know if I’m sure with the path that I’m currently taking, and for me, SHIFTING will never be one of my options. I don’t know. I mean, sayang ang time, ang effort, and money. Hindi naman ako pumasok ng nursing just because of the fad. Noon pa naman gusto ko na ‘to, pero parang nag-sisink in sakin ngayon na mukhang mas matimbang ata yung mga language and communication courses na gusto ko sanang kunin. Gusto ko naman talagang mag-masscom pero sabi nga naman nila, mahirap maghanap ng trabaho. So, okay, cancel na lang yung choice na yun.
Minsan, iniisip ko nga eh kung ano ang buhay ko ngayon kung masscom yung kursong kinuha ko. Mas magiging masaya ba ako? Mas mag-eenjoy ba ako? O papangarapin ko rin na sana nag-nursing na lang ako?
Di ko naman kinakahiyang aminin na nahihirapan na ako sa kurso ko. Kung sabagay, ano nga ba naman ang kursong madali? Lahat naman ata ng kurso eh pinaghihirapan upang makuha mo ang diploma. Pero, teka, balik nga muna sa kwento, mukhang off topic na ako. Pero, yun na nga, ang hirap ng lessons ko. Sa totoo lang, nosebleed na nosebleed na ako siguro nga wala na akong ilong eh, nadala na sa daloy at malakas ng agos ng dugo tuwing may quiz kami o exam.
Di ko naman talaga iniisip ang mag-shift. Ayoko kasi maging irreg na studyante. Marami kasi akong kilala na irreg na talagang hirap sa mga sched nila. Ngee. Goodluck na lang. Ang hirap ata ng taong nursing ang course tapos irreg. Isa pa, sinumulan ko na ‘to, kaya dapat tapusin ko na lang. Magtitiis na lang ako. Matututunan ko naman siguro itong mahalin pagdating ng panahon. (huwaw. ang keso.)
Pero, bumabagabag rin sa isip ko kung kelan ko ma-rerealize na para talaga ako sa kursong ito. Kung ano man ang na-realize ko, o kung meron man akong na-realize, eh sa susunod na kabanata na lang.. 😀
“pero mahirap mag-move on…”
Ito ang sabi ng friend ko. Well, who ever said moving on and letting go was a piece of cake? Well, not unless you didn’t take your ex seriously. Diba? I’ve seen and witnessed a couple of heartbreaks these past few weeks and some of my friends come to me for advice like as if I was someone experienced, but yet, let’s just say i went through this THE HARD WAY and learned a lot and charged it all to experience.
And so i said that LETTING GO and MOVING ON is really not easy. Letting go of something important to us is definetely difficult. Maybe because we got used to it or it came to us as a need. But thing is, letting go and moving on is our choice. If our heart and our mind isn’t really ready to do it, then it will never happen. So if we want to move on and not be bitter with the past, we have to condition ourselves that we better break it free and start a new and refreshing life. You’d forever be bitter if you want to and you could always be happy if you try to.