Archive for May, 2008
Why? Because he said that I’m too young for that thing. Okay, so this is prolly my 3rd post regarding my weight problem. I’m actually happy that I’m now an “overweight” rather than the usual me being an ooo.. obb.. obbee.. obese. There, I’ve said it. (It’s hard to spell it out. Pfft!) I really really have a slow metabolism, that’s why I gain excess fat easily.
I’ve always been a happy kid. I wasn’t spoiled, but I get the stuff I want by doing something good in return. When I was younger, home, friends and school were the problems on my list. Home, because I always wanted my parents to be happy. Friends, because through them, I feel that I belong. Home, because it was a place safety, a place of happiness. When I was a kid, I always do my best in school to get an honor card. Because that honor card is my ticket to buying the stuff that I’ve been eyeing on.
Have you ever had that feeling wherein you have done something terribly wrong but you can’t ever take it back or do something about it? And how you wish that your life had a Backspace button to undo that bad thing? I guess we all do, but lucky for those who never had any regrets all their life.
Di ko na ma-contain, kaya kailangan ko nang i-blog. Hmm. Ako kasi yung taong sobrang mahilig magsuot ng tsinelas. Tinatamad kasi akong mag-suot ng sandals or closed shoes, at para sakin, napaka-comfortable ng tsinelas. Simula nung na-uso ang imported na tsinelas na kung tawagin ay Havaianas, saka pa ako nahiyang sumuot ng tsinelas. Karamihan sa mga tao ngayon, eh sumusuot na nun. Marami sa mga kakilala ko ang may ganoon na tsinelas, tinanong ko naman sila kung bat sila bumili ng ganun, sabi nila, dahil uso daw.
Okay. I’ve been feeling low for the past few days. It’s also the reason why I created a very emo poem. I haven’t checked my friendster account for like two days already. Ever since I started blogging, I didn’t really gave too much attention to my friendster account anymore. So I opened it awhile ago and I checked my horoscope. I’m usually not the type of person who believes in horoscopes. For me, horoscopes are just guides and probably advices. I’m fond of reading horoscopes but I want to read them at the end of the day to see if what’s written did really happen, and sometimes, it does happen, and my horoscope for today was really an impact because it totally was what I’m feeling since yesterday.
by: TRISHIE B.
Di ko alam kung bat ganito,
Kailangan ba talagang masaktan ako?
Kung kelan tumino,
Ang lupit nga ng mundong nagbabago.
Nagtatanong kung san nagkulang,
nagtataka sa sinapit na karanasan,
bakit biglang nagbago?
Ikaw ang kahinaan ko,
halos ibigay ko lahat sa iyo,
bakit ba di parin yun sapat?
ano ba talaga ang dapat?
Nandyan ka para sakin,
lagi ka nasa aking piling..
pero bakit ang puso mo ay di ko na maangkin?
Bigla kang naglaho.
At sa iyong pagbabalik ay walang nagbago,
pwera na lang sa puso mong di ko na matatago.
Bakit siya ang karapatdapat?
Bakit sa kanya ka naging tapat?
Paano na akong nag-sakripisyo?
Sabi mo mahal mo ko, pero ang natanggap ko ay puro perwisyo.
Hindi ko naman sinisisi lahat sayo.
Malamang may ayaw kang ginawa ko.
Pero gusto ko lang na malaman mo,
kahit nagmukha akong tanga sa kakahabol sayo,
gusto parin kita, kahit sinaktan mo ako. 😦
I always wanted receiving “pasalubongs”. I mean, somehow, for me, it’s a symbol that the person who’s miles away is thinking about you that’s why he/she decided to give you some goodies from where he/she stayed. Besides, there are just some goodies that are only available at certain places just like what my bestfriend had with her.