April 8, 2008 at 11:45 pm Leave a comment

You are the only one who could float your boat. No one else will.

Reality check: We are born alone, therefore we should stand alone. Sheesh. Being alone is so hard. Perhaps I’m still not that strong. Am I too afraid to loosen up? Or just too afraid of regrets? I really don’t know. But holding on to you feels like ecstasy penetrating in my nerves. It’s addictive. It’s a need. It’s a source of euphoria. And yes, euphoria is you. But it never came to your mind to make me your ecstasy as well. Life’s unfair. Will give you a hint of acceptance and belongingness, a pinch of security, but as reality comes to a necessity, we still end up being alone. Alone is seeing only one shadow in the twilight. But what choice could I make in this lonely sanctuary? I bet the best thing to do is to brighten my life despite the darkness I faced alone. Perhaps to be the only one that is brightly colored along the pitch dark alley.

* nag-ddrama dahil malapit na umalis papuntang Manila ang bespren *


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