Oh. Well all hear that. Usually whenever people start stereotyping through people’s race. It’s funny when people complain about most people being racist but actually act as racists of their own race.
Awhile ago, I was surfing through Twitter when I found a striking Twitter post from a random black girl. It said:

“#somefactsaboutme: I only love Hispanic boys and White boys. If you are black and I date you, it only means I do love you.”

I was like.. Really? Seriously?
I mean sure, people DO have their own preferences, but COME ON. Why wouls someone put it that way? Come to think of it, she’s a black girl. Could have atleast worded it correctly rather than actually letting people think that she hates being black herself.

With no tinge of bitterness in me. I admit I’ve been really bitter for almost 2 years which made my heart stone cold. I’ve come to realize that pain is a part of everything and it doesn’t only occur whenever you’re in a relationship. Bitterness ate my whole being. I hated everyone, I hated men, I hated everything that has something to do with love. I always asked myself “Why doesn’t it work out for me?’.. And I said to myself..

“SIMPLY BECAUSE IT’S NOT THE RIGHT TIME AND NOT THE RIGHT PERSON”..

Forgetting everything was hard at first, but it’s really true that when you really want something to happen, you need determination and positivism.

I regret the times that I had been cold, ‘coz those were wasted times, times that I could have used to be productive and happy.

It hurts to remove something that sticks on you like Elmer’s glue.

I called him INGRATE.. I called him a BASTARD..

I never wanted to do that. Never in my life did I want to call someone like that..

Until it dawned on me..

I know why I did it..

.. just for me to hate him and force myself to let him go.

I congratulate myself for being imaginative, and then I cry myself to sleep.

Most of my schoolmates were extremely happy when our President announced it. Others even jumped for joy and probably almost reached the ceiling due to adrenaline rush. I really don’t know if i should be happy about it because this only means one thing.. There probably would be lesser days for the semestral break and holiday break. Meeeh. Darn it. Darn it. Darn it.

Though, pushing through with the classes would also be risky, considering a couple of people getting sick. I guess this is all for the best. But, 10 days? What should I do? T_T

Doing this isn’t just because I want to be the talk of the town, neither do I wanted to praised at, but rather, I have come to a realization that i had been living 18 years of my life receiving the things that I want whenever my birthday arrives. This time, on my 18th birthday, instead of me receiving, I want to GIVE and let OTHERS RECEIVE instead.

I know that I am so blessed. Good and genuine friends, loving and supportive family and relatives, so what more could I ask for?

My debut might not be that extravagant, nor one of the traditional ones, but I honestly and firmly say that this has been the BEST BIRTHDAY PARTY THAT I HAVE EVER HAD.

This is an event that I will never ever forget.

P.S,
Here’s a public link to my facebook photo album that consists some of the photos from my birthday celeb.

–>  18th birthday party photos

Happily turned to the legal age just now. Yep. 18th birthday it is.

I could probably say that I’m a kid no more. Being in the legal age doesn’t just seem to mean that I could freely do whatever I want. I cannot deny the fact that some advantages is knocking on my door right now, but I actually have to take resposibility of my actions because now, I can actually be locked in jail — if I did something againts the law or againts your human rights or let’s just say everyone’s rights. *Can I LOL on that?*

P.S,

For those who would like to marry me, grab your chance now. *Hahaha. NEVER*

Don’t kid around me. You obviously know why [you are absolutely exempted if you aren't from the Philippines though].

News reports, tabloids, newspapers and even online RP news feeds is probably filled with Halili-Kho extravaganza. Shame shame.

There’s too many things to be worried about but still, they have the limelight. So what if ever Kho goes to jail? Would it even make our country better. There are more people who is on the darker side than Hayden Kho who seriously needs to be brought to the whole country.

When will the world be a better place to live in where people would actually and seriously take economic crisis seriously. A big shame, isn’t it?

But really, what do we really love about Mondays?

I know all of us can’t deny the fact that even though Monday seems like the worst day ever, we experienced this “I CAN’T WAIT FOR MONDAY” syndrome, well, either your birthday, a someone special’s birthday, payday, anniversary, monthsary was on a monday, you’d probably experience that. Well, for me, as a student, the most favorite thing that happens on a Monday is that I get to receive my weekly allowance on that day. *evil grin*

Though, we can’t deny the fact that Monday is indeed a tiring day since we still haven’t moved on with the fact that we sleep endlessly during the weekends, lucky you if you get to fully sleep on a Saturday and also grab the chance to snooze-till-you-get-dizzy on a Sunday. We don’t really have any choice but to accept that after Sunday, it’s Monday. You’d probably also hate Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday if they were the days after Sunday, right?

Well, Just a simple thought.

I sooooo have a lot of worries in my mind. Just like how on earth am I going to secure an excuse slip, there’s a return demo tomorrow on Catheterization and I missed two quizzes already.

I swear puputok na ang atrial chambers ko sa galit. This Blue Jaz Beach Resort in Samal Island is a new resort. So, kami naman ng friends ko, excited pumunta dun. Their place sounds fun just by the stories I’ve heard from my sources. So far, di pa naman ako nakarinig ng negative feedback sa kanila. So we went there awhile ago. We really enjoyed there until everything turned out wrong..

When we went there, we asked the front desk about their water sport. May friend na kasi akong nakapunta dun and sabi niya may water tubing thingy na water sport and we are excited to try it ourselves. Pero my God, when we went there to inquire, ang sabi samin nung front desk..

“KAYO DAPAT MAG-CONTACT. KASI DI SAMIN YUNG WATER SPORT, SA WIND AND WAVE”.

With what the crew said, na-shock ko. I mean, customer kami tapos kami pa ang cocontact sa WIND AND WAVE?! So dahil chill pa kami, we decided to borrow their landline and kami na lang ang tumawag. Pero nobody’s answering the phone so we decided to call them later ang tried the slides.

Okay naman yung slides nila. Water slide raw.. pero sobrang literal. but it was fun anyway. I think yun lang ang thing na nagustuhan ko dun sa resort. Afterwards, hungy na kami and it was nearly lunch time. So we went back to the front desk and tried to contact the Wind and Wave again and asked the crew to give us the menu. My God, hindi kami pinansin! We were like stupid people there waiting for nothing. Mas inuna pa nila yung bagong dating na mga matatanda na na medyo sosyal ang dating. I was really pissed off na kasi ang judgemental naman ng mga crew nila.

We may be teenagers but we sure have a lot of dough with us that time. Tingin nila wala kaming pera pambayad? Kahit doblehin pa namin bayad ang entrance fee nila, walang problema. Saka pa kami binigyan ng menu nung nagalit na ako kasi di kami pinansin.

After nun, nobody would even care to get our orders! So sobrang galit na talaga ako kasi hindi talaga kami pinapansin na parang as if di kami nagbayad! Err. Then may lumapit na na waiter who was really really RUDE. AS in R-U-D-E and wala naman kaming ginawa sa kanya ah. After nun, my friend asked him..

“KUYA, IKAW MAG-TAKE NG ORDERS NAMIN?”
sabi naman nung GG na waiter..
“PWEDE RIN…”

What the.. “PWEDE RIN?!”.. Umabot na sa boiling point ang dugo ko. Sobrang sarap na ihampas ang tray sa mukha niya. But I’m educated, so i didn’t do it. Then we asked if we could bring the menu sa beachfront kasi the yaya of my friend is there and we have to let her see the menu so that she could decide kung anong gusto niya kanin..
alam niyo anong sabi ng waiter??

“PWEDE DITO NA LANG?”

So, sila pa ang customers ngayon?! Kami pa ang utusan?! WTF. FTW. ERR.

After nun, we told the waiter to go down kasi we really have to bring the menu sa beachfront and I DONT CARE kung galit man yung taong yun. Binayaran namin yun. Wala siyang karapatan ganunin kami.

And I almost forgot something.. We decided to wear sleeveless tops sa beach because baka itchy and dirty yung water and after that, my friends took a shower and dipped in the pool, afterwards, sinita sila kasi naka-sleeveless raw sila ang bawal raw. So naintindihan namin yun kasi it might be part of the policy.. But when we were going back to our table, may nakita kaming mga babae sa pool na naka-sleeveless na grey ang red, so siyempre, umabot nanaman sa boiling point yung dugo ng lola niyo.. Ayun, kinausap ko yung crew na naglalakad sa may pool area and told him..

“Kuya, diba bawal mag-sleeveless sa pool?

he said, “Oo maam, bawal gaya ng suot niyo”.

sabi ko naman, “Eh bakit may mga babae sa pool ngayon na naka-sleeveless and hindi niyo sinisita pero bakit kami sinita niyo?”

sabi niya, “Sige maam, sisitahin ko sila mamaya”.

sabi ko, “Dapat lang kasi kami sinita niyo rin, ang daya niyo..”

at alam niyo sabi niya? *in a PADABOG TONE*

“Maligo na lang kayo maam! wag na maraming angal!”

PWEDE NA BA AKONG MAG-MURA?!!!! SHET.

So hindi na talaga kami nakatiis. As in..

So we requested or maybe demanded for a transfer sa Paradise Beach Resort which was only one beach resort away. Kung pro swimmers lang sana kami, nilangoy na talaga naming lahat. As in super lapit lang talaga but they charged us 150 pesos for that. Ugh. Kainis diba? Pero ok lang. Atleast hindi kami mag-susuffer dun noh. That place was like hell.

And the front desk murdered my friend’s name.. SUS GINOO!

Bottomline? Don’t go there.

I mean, I think mababait lang sila dun sa mga professional looking na mga customers. They expect us to look very professional? Heller. We’re teenagers having fun. Akala siguro nila wala kaming pera kaya ganun trato nila sa amin?! Ang kakapal ng mga mukha nila. Excuse me lang but we got dough. Kahit doblehin pa namin bayad ng entrance nila.