I just have to do it

Sometimes, you just have to let it go without thinking what will happen next.

It hurts to remove something that sticks on you like Elmer’s glue.

I called him INGRATE.. I called him a BASTARD..

I never wanted to do that. Never in my life did I want to call someone like that..

Until it dawned on me..

I know why I did it..

.. just for me to hate him and force myself to let him go.

I congratulate myself for being imaginative, and then I cry myself to sleep.